CHAPTER 1
“Elvira, you look beautiful
today!”
“Thanks, Auntie Helena, you do
too!”
“Oh! it’s wonderful to see
you, Elvira! Happy birthday!”
“Thank you, Uncle George!”
“Elvira! Thank you for
accompanying Orion yesterday. He’s a bit sick now but he has never gotten full
marks on his homework before!”
“Thanks Aunt Lily, Orion is a
lovely child to teach!”
“Elvira! Big day today, are
you excited?”
She raised her brows, mouth
widened with a grin as she nodded, “I’m stoked!” she exclaimed, striking a
fist-bump to the sky.
“Ah-ha-ha-ha, to be young and
spirited…” the woman chuckled as she turned round the corner with a basket of
dirty laundry levitating behind her.
Elvira turned to face her
friend, her exaggerated smile immediately drooping into frown. “I AM ABSOLUTLEY
TERRIFIED!” she shouted in a whisper, every muscle in her face twitched and
squirmed with the fear of expectations burdened on her head.
“Reeelaaax,” Zinna sang as she
caressed a hand over Elvira’s back, “You’ll be fine.”
“You don’t understand Zinnie!” Elvira exclaimed,
cartoonishly glaring at her pale hands, “I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING IN ME,” she groaned like a
Gremlin with a case of hoarse throat, "ABSOLUTELY NOTHING."
“You worry so much,” Zinna
waved a hand in Elvira’s passionately disgruntled face, “You were born under
the Mirai Star, don’t you remember Old Lirin’s reading? You’re destined for
greatness.”
Elvira threw her head back to
stare at the darkened cloudy sky. “Well,” Elvira said, “Did you forget that
it is a Shadow Star, Zinnie, A DOUBLE-EDGED SWORD!? I can either be a great
Saint with no monetary income or a great disappointment!! Nothing in between!”
she wailed in exasperation.
“Imagine you end up being a great saint, like Saintess Iris.”
Elvira scoffed. "Or, realistically, I end up falling
into darkness like you-know-who," she said while rolling her eyes at
Zinna's idealistic temperament.
They were standing in a field
of flowers, surrounded by the source of the fragrance manufacturing hotspot of
the world. Yet, the blooming flowers provided no sense of comfort to Elvira’s
impassioned soul.
“You’re the Chief’s daughter,
Elvi, everyone loves you. You’ll be fine nonetheless. Also, it is hard
to sense the energy flow before the awakening. Once you consume the Stryn metal
infused Lake Virae water thing, it’ll strengthen your affinity for you to
harness your ability,” Zinna explained as she walked by Elvira’s side.
The river by the fields rushed
with serenity, leisurely making its way to the Ocean Heart. Though the sky was
cloudy, the water still dared to sparkle underneath it.
“I wish it were true…” Elvira
mumbled, biting her lower lip. The frown on her forehead was so embedded, Zinna
was afraid it would make a mark a on her skeleton.
“Come here,” Zinna mumbled.
As Elvira leaned in, Zinna
flicked her forehead. Her fingertip sparkled with a green light and a rush of
calmness engulfed Elvira’s being. Soft gusts of wind momentarily caressed the
flowers before fleeting away. The fragrance followed it.
“Ahhh—goosebumps,” Elvira moaned,
shivering as the rush passed through her body, “Hehe, I like this~” She
giggled.
“Of course you do,” Zinna
murmured, looking around, “What ability do you wish you’d get?”
“Hehe, I dunnooo~ maybe, maybe
a Conjuror like my mother! It’s so fun when she pulls out weapons from nowhere!
Tehehe, Enhancer Type is good too, my papa and you, you’re both good—but I
dunnoo, I don’t feel it in my bones…”
Zinna caressed a wilting
flower before plucking it out.
“You’re making a flower crown
for me?” Elvira giggled, her pale mouth widened in a grin.
“Mhm, have to celebrate my
saintess.”
“With wilting flowers?”
“Your magic will make them
bloom.”
“Of course~!” Elvira grinned,
spreading out her arms to let the wind embrace her.
“You know—”
“Pretty lady! Pretty lady
Soirse! Knight Rima is looking for you, come quick!” A kid ran into the fields,
shouting on top of his lungs.
Elvira turned to face the
child but he was properly disguised by the lush growth of flowers in between.
All she could spot were his shiny red shoes.
“Alright, thank you Tomas!”
Elvira shouted back.
“Gimme candy when you’re done!
Byebye!” Tomas shouted, waving his hand. Unbeknownst to him, his goodbye
couldn’t be seen.
Elvira’s stomach churned as
she muttered, “I must go, mother awaits.”
“I’ll see you tonight,” Zinna
smiled and ruffled Elvira’s mopey brown hair.
“See you!”
Elvira rushed out of the
fields, across the bridge, past the sparkling river and into the town she grew
up in. The old, bricked, yet fragrant town of Floria.
“Elvira, don’t rush baby!”
“I’m not a baby anymore, don’t
worry Auntie Molly!”
“Elvira did you have
breakfast?”
“Yes, thanks for asking Uncle
Ben!”
Her flat shoes and agile build
stealthily meandered her way through the crowded cobbled streets, yet, her
silhouette was clearly recognisable to familiar gazes.
“Elvira, going home? Skip
Hiori Lane, Penny’s spell went wrong and now her clothes are dancing all over
the street!”
“Thanks Aunt Lily, poor Penny
must be traumatised.”
“She’ll live; her mother is
just too much.”
Elvira nodded before running
past her and Hiroi Lane.
This was the town Elvira
Soirse had grown up in. The streets were her home and each resident was a
relative in name. Behind her parents’ busy backs were the walls she grew up in
and the white picket fence which she would jump over to get out because the
gate was too tall for her to open.
She was five when she first
wandered out, Elvira remembered as she ran past Aunt
Helena’s home. Her hair was an uncombed mess and tears were threatening to
fall off her eyes owing to the severe groaning noises her stomach made.
Aunt Helena had seen her on
the street and lured Elvira into following her. Helena was a relative of the
Royal Chef of Lunaria and her culinary skills were well renowned around town.
It was one of the many days when she hosted community dinners and everyone got
together to get a taste of perfection.
It was a humid night when
Helena held a dried fish in front of a distraught child and led her into her
house. There, Elvira met the other ladies of the town along with baby Zinna
whose mouth was covered in a creamy red sauce. Elvira was hungry enough to wipe
the sauce off the first kind face she saw and licked her fingers. Zinna did not
mind the strange greeting. They shared a smile and rest was history.
The townsfolk did not detest
or blame Chief Kiof and Grand Knight Rima for their neglectful upbringing.
Every morning the couple would leave for work and Elvira would sneak out to
play around the neighbourhood.
It was a rainy Solday when
Uncle George asked Elvira to pet-sit for him in exchange for evening snacks.
The idea had stuck with Elvira throughout years to come; as she would pet-sit
and eventually baby-sit for her neighbours to repay her debts to them.
Elvira loved her people but
she also wanted to earn every bite she got.
Though she had learnt how to
cook when she was fifteen, Elvira continued her neighbourly duties.
As long as she was outside of
her house.
“Elvira Soirse! Where have you
been all morning? Don’t you know that I took a day off for you? It is such a
big day and look--!” Rima pointed at the dirty hem of Elvira’s skirt, as soon
as she entered through the door, “You’ve been over the bridge?!”
“I was taking a walk with Zinnie,”
Elvira replied sheepishly.
“A walk?! It is no time for a
walk! Have you prayed today? I don’t understand what you spend all your days
doing instead of training! Now that it’s your Awakening day, be a little
concerned for yourself, will you?! You cannot let us down, you know it!”
“I do, I know, I won’t,”
Elvira mumbled as she stepped inside the house and closed the door behind her.
“Let’s get you praying,” Rima
declared. Out of nowhere, a glistening lasso appeared and wrapped itself around
Elvira’s torso. Rima flicked the other end towards the prayer room and Elvira
couldn’t help but act upon the weapon’s whims.
She was shoved into an empty
room with white walls and Rima pushed her in the very center of it.
“Concentrate, can you see the
stars? Pray upon the one which shines the brightest in your vision. That’s your
birth star; it will bless you and guide you forever.”
Despite being one of the
strongest Knights of the Empire, Rima was a short and muscular lady, seemingly
in her early thirties, with a rare daintiness to her face. The duality of her
physicality worked in her favour on the field.
But around her daughter…not so
much.
Elvira stared at the blank
walls, clenching her jaw. She could see nothing, as always.
“Do you see it?” Rima asked
again; there was a desperation in her tone.
Elvira turned to look at her
mother’s earnest gaze and bit her lower lip.
“I—I can see it but it’s all a
bit hazy…” Elvira lied, mumbling.
“That’s good! That’s good! Now pray for being an Alchemist
Type it is the best! Strongest, most resourceful—"
"—absolutely hard to master," Elvira added.
"—most respected—" Rima continued.
"—of course that's what you like," Elvira mumbled
as she closed her eyes.
"We are the Chief family of Floria, we need to set an
example for the townsfolk!" Rima exclaimed as she patted Elvira's back,
"Straighten it more, concentrate your magic in your hands, you can pray to
be an Elemental. Elemental would be easier for you to master, pray for it. The
stars always listen to a desperate heart.”
A desperate heart…
Do the stars ever listen?
Elvira gulped as she stared at
her reflection in the water bowl placed in front of her.
Her desperate heart and
incapable sight had spent the whole day begging into the emptiness, “I wish
I have an ability. I wish I have an ability. I wish I have an ability.”
Anything.
Yet, as the evening hues
dawned over her crown and each neighbour walked up to her with a lantern in
hand, sharing their best wishes, Elvira felt familiar dread crawling up her
stomach.
She felt no different than
yesterday or the day before. Or ever.
An old woman walked to the
center of the field.
“As you must already know,
we’ll cut your ring finger on the left hand to draw blood closest to your
heart. The droplet will be poured in this Stryn Vessel, in alignment with your
birth star; The vessel has water from Lake Virae so the blood does not
dissolve. Then, a mage from each type – Enhancer, Conjuror, Alchemist and
Elemental – will pour their drops of blood. After I recite the spell, the Ability
Type your blood is attracted to and merges with will declare your Awakening.”
Grandma Jiani explained, hovering a hand over the golden vessel.
Awakening ceremonies were
usually lowkey.
But Elvira was a Soirse, so, the
whole town was in attendance to celebrate the succession. Unlike for most,
Elvira’s Stryn Vessel was lit up with reflected lights from the town’s lanterns
shining like artificial guiding stars in her favour.
Yet, each starlight seemed to
be piercing Elvira’s vision.
Her hands were sweaty.
Her eyes searched for Zinna’s
face. Though her white dress had a flower pinned from each member of the town,
Elvira wished for Zinna’s wilting coronet to support her head.
Or maybe it was her Calming Ability
that Elvira longed for.
Something, anything
to escape the prying eyes which had never felt a burden before.
“Do you understand, girl?”
Grandma Jiani urged.
“Of course she does!” Rima
exclaimed, patting Elvira’s back.
“Yes, she does,” Kiof stated
as he wrapped an arm around his wife’s shoulders.
Elvira turned at the sound of
her father’s voice. “Papa,” she said, a pleading look etched in her furrowed
brows and quivering eyes.
“Daughter,” Kiof acknowledged
with a nod.
“The stars are aligning, we
should begin…”
The soft gusts strengthened
into a rush of wind swirling over the Stryn Vessel. Thunder rumbled through the
sky, eliciting an additional electrifying hue into the reflection.
The stray woodsticks crackled
underneath Elvira’s feet.
“Give me your hand.”
Elvira raised a clammy hand
over the golden vessel. It was etched in the center of open town grounds, atop
an intricately carved marble pillar. She stood on one end of the ovular vessel
and hunching Grandma Jiani stood on the opposite. Behind Elvira were her
parents, standing hauntingly close.
Wind rustled through the trees
like a lost lover, caressing every leaf.
Behind Grandma Jiani stood
Vice Chief Herbert, an Alchemy Type Mage and his son Danzel, an Elemental Type
Mage.
At a distance, the rest of
town circled them to witness the ceremony.
“O’ Stars divine,” Jiani
chanted as she traced a finger over Elvira’s palm.
Storm clouds responded and
winds howled against her favour.
“O’ STARS DIVINE, LET YOUR
LIGHT SHINE!” Jiani chanted with more power. Yet, the clouds only thickened.
Whispers birthed amongst the
crowd. Rima and Kiof shared worried glances before looking up at the sky.
“O’ STARS DIVINE, LET YOUR
LIGHT SHINE,
GUIDE THE LOST THROUGH
DESTINY’S LINE,
WHISPHER TRUTHS THE DARK MAY
HIDE,
LET YOUR BLESSING BE BY THEIR
SIDE.
CALM THE WINDS AND STILL THE
SEA,
SHOW THEM WHAT THEY’RE MEANT
TO BE.
WITH VIRAE’S PYRE, THEIR
HEARTS ALIGN,
O’ STARS DIVINE, LET YOUR
LIGHT SHINE.”
Jiana ran a crystal blade over
the tip of Elvira’s ring finger.
She squirmed yet stood firm,
eyes earnestly hoping for a miracle.
“Guides, please do your part.”
A cold chill ran down Elvira’s
spine as the four volunteers poured a droplet of blood each.
“I cannot call upon your star
due to this weather… Danzel, clear up the clouds for me.” Jiani ordered.
“Yes, grandma.”
Danzel raised a hand toward
the sky and a bright sliver bolt of light shot from a magic circle over his
palm. The clouds resisted the forceful retreat but did nothing but grumble in
protest. Distant pitter-patter of rain twitched Elvira’s ears.
Suddenly, the moons and the
stars were in clear view.
Jiani placed a hand over the
Stryn Vessel and other over the Mirai Star in the sky. Her lips chanted a spell
in a lost language.
An iridescent thread appeared
in between her hands, fragile yet dazzling against the darkness around it. All
the lanterns had flown away with the winds, so, the iridescent thread glowed
like a light of hope in Elvira’s face.
Gently, Jiani lowered her hand
from the sky and connected the thread to Elvira’s blood.
“The Awakening will begin
now.”
Elvira, Rima, Kiof, Herbert,
Danzel, Jiani, Zinna, Helena, Orion, Penny, Lily, George, Tomas, Ben, Molly –
they all tip-toed, trying to sneak a peek into the vessel.
“What is it, Oldmother?” Rima
asked after a moment’s worth of waiting.
“Yes, which one is it?”
someone from the crowd shouted.
“Do you feel anything,
daughter?” Kiof questioned.
Elvira dared not turn.
She merely gulped, staring
into the Stryn Vessel and then at Jiani’s widened eyes.
“It’s…it’s never happened
before…the blood…it’s not reacting…it’s not choosing…?” Jiani whispered.
“W-w-what do you mean the
blood is not choosing?!”
“It’s…the Stars…this child is
not blessed by the stars.”
The age-old face of Jiani
looked up at Elvira and her eyes hardened.
Gasps and whispers surrounded
them.
“What do you mean she isn’t
blessed? It’s a—it must be a misunderstanding! It is our daughter! There
is no way--!” Rima exclaimed, eye blown wide as she slid to Elvira’s side.
“Momma…” Elvira whispered as
she looked at her mother’s cold face. Never had she ever seen fear in the Grand
Knight’s gaze, yet, tonight, she stood before her daughter with wandering eyes
and an open mouth.
“No, this is wrong, this must
be a mistake. This cannot happen,” Rima whispered. Her fingers twirled into a
golden light and a dagger appeared in her hand. She passed one fleeting look at
Elvira’s horrified face before slashing her hand.
“Ah—Ma—Mother! It hurts! Stop,
Mo—”
“No, it cannot be! You cannot
be a curse! You are my daughter!” Rima snapped, slashing and squeezing Elvira’s
hand to pour more blood into the vessel.
Yet, the iridescent thread
gathered all of Elvira’s blood in one singular circle – away from the rest of
the blood droplets.
“Knight Soirse, stop it!”
Jiani scolded.
“Let go of me—!” Elvira cried.
“No —”
“Rima!” Kiof shouted. “Come
back to me,” he whispered and held out a hand.
The woman looked at her
husband, face distraught and tear stricken. Blood dripped off her hand as she
placed it over her husband’s.
The clouds returned. Thunder
gauged everyone’s grim faces.
Kiof avoided his daughter’s
desperate gaze.
“She is a cursed one!” Herbert
shouted, his eyes twinkling with opportunity.
“Elvira Soirse is not blessed
by the stars!” Danzel shouted, following his father.
Elvira turned to convey the
betrayal in her eyes.
“Ah cursed child! Unblessed!
She will bring calamity onto us!”
“We will be destroyed for
harbouring evil!”
“Cursed…is that why Orion fell
sick after spending time with her? She, she is already harming my grandson’s
lifeforce!” Helena shouted.
“No…is that why my brother
passed last season?”
“Unblessed do not belong
here!”
“Leave us—we beg you,
Elvira…we don’t want to suffer the wrath of the Stars!” Molly shouted.
“Useless! Go die! Don’t bring
doom upon us!” George shouted.
More words followed but
Elvira’s mind wasn’t present enough to process them.
Rain began to pour, a simple
droplet at a time, striking against her skin.
Her eyes finally found
Zinna’s. She looked worried. It flickered hope in Elvira’s heart.
“Leave. Leave and never
return.”
The hope was crushed as soon
as her father’s words rang through her ears. She turned and her knees buckled.
Elvira fell to the ground and the rain worsened its thrashing. Winds howled at
the spectacle as the girl begged.
“Papa! I’m sorry! I’ll do
better, I’m sorry, please don’t make me leave! I know—I don’t know anyone
beyond this town, papa, please, forgive me. I—I will live silently, I will
never go out—you can hit me, beat me up but, but, don’t make me leave—”
“Yah! You curse, don’t you
understand that no one wants you here anymore? What, did you think that
everything will go back to the way it was in a week or two? That they’ll begin
throwing you leftovers again?” Herbert mocked.
“Leave while you still have
dignity or the town will tear you apart.”
Elvira looked up and indeed,
the once familiar warm gazes were now cold and evasive. Just because she did
not have a stupid ability…everyone closed their hearts on her. Feet shuffled,
footsteps—Elvira saw the retreating feet of her mother.
She lunged at them.
“Ma—”
Someone dragged her by her
feet. Away from her mother and across the rough ground.
“You! Get out now!” Danzel
spat.
The crowd began dissipating.
Desperate, Elvira’s gaze
struggled to find a flicker of kindness.
Sadly, the night had eaten
them all up.
A green flicker. Elvira saw
Zinna’s lips mouth, ‘This is all I can do for you.’ She flicked the
light towards her.
And Elvira passed out.
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